Insecure + Goals for 2019

Regardless of how much you’re aware of your worth. You’ll eventually get insecure for so many reasons. In my case, I had to battle so many things in life especially on my final semester in school where I later crashed down in tears after I was officially done with school. I was being taken advantage of and been emotionally bullied. Which didn’t bother me a bit but the fact that I had to watch people take advantage of me by spreading rumours about me as well as dragging my favourites along. Your background sure does tell a lot about who you are and what you do as a person. Unhappily, I ended up getting needle-like pain in my chest and had trouble breathing. No matter how much love you receive by people, the pain is still there.

So I decided to take a break and figure out what I wanted to do while I still had to take my medication. The goal for me was to get myself back to the real me. It’s not even one month but I had taken a break to heal which meant I deactivated social media. Ate a lot due to the fact that I lost soo much weight due to overthinking. Trying to fall in love with myself which was a bit harder than before. My face looked like as if someone quenched blood from my face and body. Surrounding myself with serious people who want to aim high in life as I do. That meant I had to read, study and make notes while waiting patiently for a miracle to happen. The point of reviewing is to make sure that you have some kind of knowledge and understanding so you don’t need to rely on anyone. In my point of view, the more you rely on a person … the more you get dragged and the more you rely on yourself … you got no issues to deal with.

What are my plans?
lmao. That’s a secret 😉
Just have so many things on my plate that it will reveal on its own when the time is right.

Photo on 2018-10-22 at 8.44 PM #2

Anulakshmi Vaira
Anulakshmi Vaira

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